Quote Originally Posted by rokiloc View Post
After reading your words, I've realized that I keep repeating what I read online without understanding it correctly, which is really turned out to be a very stupid and dumb thing.
Also you might want to note, that's a good start to programming. At least you realize repeating things you read online is a bad idea. Coding is quite a real profession, rather like a builder or crafter. You need to actually understand and make things. It's not a corporate type profession where you can get away with bull ........ and management speak.

So in a way you've kinda already learned something