> Sry, i can't start learning yet because of the medicines i'm takin, u can say i'm just preparing myself.
Just how long have you been on meds?
Same topic, this time last year
Short answer.
It won't make a blind bit of difference how many books you have, if you don't stop dithering and start reading one (or more of them), learning about things and actually start WRITING programs.
It also doesn't make a blind bit of difference which book you start with. You can't learn everything from one book anyway (actually, some things you learn don't come from any book at all - that's called experience). You're going to read quite a few books, so pick any one which looks beginner friendly.
If you don't like it for some reason, then stop using it and try another book.
We can't answer "best book" questions. We can suggest a few, but in the end, it's all down to your personal choice and whether you seem to get on with the writing style of a particular author.