dunno bout weekend/weekday but i'm up and down in moods like a yoyo lately....dunno what u mean about nasty tho, i think you took one of my posts TOTALLY wrong if it annoyed you......
you are very perceptive to mention self-destructive, most people would have seen getting stoned as just a laff, for me it was an escape from reality.
i can't find a job in C programming without experience, can't get the experience without a job.......even offered to work for nothing....nobody wants me ! i'm a bit old also...ive just recovered from depression due to various things, i'm in unrequited love.....i'm a goddamn mess.....
the reason i'm online so much is cos i'm spending all afternoon searching for jobs etc online.....
but in spite of that i actually feel rather jolly today !!! ive even been doing some programming, and ive attempted to help u with pointers, altho u must bear in mind i'm a newbie too..