Actually, I beg to differ. Learning to do something completely wrong is probably worse than not learning it at all. Continuing along that path would make you an idiot in most people's books. It's also entirely likely that all the problems your having are because of how you've wrongly misused pointers.
Can you even show that everything is allocated correctly, and that everything is deleted correctly afterwards, because I seriously doubt it!
So, no I wont help you shoot yourself in your foot, or give you enough rope to hang yourself!