So be it.Pendragon
Well, if this is the attitude you have you're about the only one that does.
Wait, why am I angry? Maybe I hate myself? You removed my illusion.
Why can't people leave me alone and let me believe things that are not true? That's what they are doing themselves. Death is the truth for us all. They just pretend to live.
Now I'll go to sleep and have another nightmare. I always dream that female, or sometimes male robots with or without skin are trying to kill me. I'm always trapped in a house or something, it's always dark, then I often run out through a window or something because I feel free outside, but then they are comming after me anyway. Yesterday it was dark outside in my dream, and I commited suicide by jumping of cliff just to get away.
even if you were correct it's actually impossible to get help when you live in the middle of the forest and are without money.