Last night i graduated, off course we went to party later on. Then this girl wich i already know 5 years because thats when she first came into my class.
Anyway last night she came up on me, trying to get me in the sack.
But just because i know her that long i just couldnt, especially because she has a rep of being one moment with one guy and the other with another guy. + Im leaving in a month to Nigeria for a year and i just couldnt do it because i know ill hurt someone feelings and then ill be off foe a year.. Just didnt seemed fair to me at the moment. So last night i didnt explained that to her but i think she understood wut i ment.
Right now shes talking to me on Msn (she just said hey im alone this week because my parents are on holiday etc...).
Anyway i relly dont know what to do because mostly i take advantage of every situation,wich i could do righht now. But then theres something moral in me taht says dont do it coz else you'll leave to Nigeria for a year hurting someone feelings....
And when ill leave i want to be as close to everyone as i was in the past ...
Kindof hard to explain... but i just neededto put it down somewhere,
hope you understand.
i already told her that i want to talk about what happened last night, because i really wanna explain why i acted that way, but i think that when the moment comes she'll be there doing the same like last nite, ya know....