I thought they would go away by now... I mean, I'm 21 years old,
but the feelings are still there. I'm so pathetic. Maybe if I admit
it to a bunch of strangers I'll be able to move on. You know, like
My name is ethic, and I still want to play with Action Figures.
I don't do it, but that's not by choice. It's mainly because I don't
have access to toys. If there was a GI Joe near me right now, I'd
probably pick it up and start playing. There are times that I walk
by toys in a store and think "ooh, imagine what I could do with that."
It's not normal! What's wrong with me?!
I'm afraid these feelings are going to last forever. Pretty soon I'll
be 40, sitting on my bedroom floor in my pajamas, and playing
with Action Figures while cartoons are on the television.
Come on, I need a support group. Someone else has to be suffering
from this condition...