i understand your points but you said life is crap or the world is or whatever and you need to get away from it all and stuff....
that is a stupid excuse, yea this world does stink, and life also, but you have to choices in life:
1. you sit by and hate your life/ your world and try and get away and pretend your not apart of it.
2. or, you can live to make it a better world, so there is less misery, more fun, and generations after won't have to live there life the way some have had to.